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Tanjoubi Omedetou

2009-12-14T01:54:16Z

Thank you~ pikachan90 for this and for all the other things. I know, before I should have to ask you the permission, but yeah! It's a bit too late! So, sorry! You can forgive me? *puppy eyes*
Yes, now I could be persecuted in every States of the world! It's a conquer! xD

Without jokes, I don't really like my birthday. Not for the stupid thing of becoming old or something like that (yeh, I'm already old inside! xD) but 'cause every single shitty year there is always ONE (or more) thing that going bad! And with passing of the year I starting to hate all this so much.
This year, apparently, seemed to be the same. Reason? Some stupid people.
Probably I shouldn't thinking at them. Also because I have some beautiful other person that make me laugh only with a smile, with some stupid comment on my fb, with something like the writing at the top, with a words or only telling me "at the 00.00 a.m. has began to snowing".
For those persons, for these moments and for that dream I'm still here. Thank you~

Tsuki? Arigatou. ♥

As ever, sorry for the bad english. Yes.

Tanjoubi Omedetou~

No, I don't think it's appropriate to speak now of that PV and what they make at my heart. I love them in their every little change.
All the people change so why they couldn't?

meme

2009-09-18T21:29:46Z

Took from shizukasou

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Where do you live:
4: What are you studying/What are you working as:
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

FANDOM
1. Favorite Fandom:
2. OTP/OT3:
3. Icon/Fic Journal (so I can join):

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you?

geburstag...

2008-12-13T23:44:21Z

Happy Birthday, aeth.
お誕生日おめでとう!

...20 years.
make a wish...

blinded.

2008-10-24T20:10:08Z

I've a blank sheet in front of me, but I'm not able to write.
It's like I'm fearing by all this naivety so blinding.

Yet, I've so many ideas, articulated concepts, all had a finished and defined plot in my head but stills there: suspended in nothing.

I can't bring them on paper. At embed in a bubbly and choreographic writing.

They are still.
As I still fixed...

distorted world

2008-05-30T20:28:33Z

Distorted world.
Distorted world is the reality where I live.

These are highly praised friendship in which I believe. These fucking friendship so I made an ASS like this.
Always, it's also in this way that ended. Now, it's only my fault, right?
Hypocrites. All you two.
First, because that person never dealt me with "gloves" as you say. Instead, he'd hate me for all the period which she stay with him!
And, after six month....I can't be not cold whit him...and they.
Isn' t normal that we joke with others people in this way! We spent many days to discuss with them and their attitudes. And now? What would you like? All smiles and hugs? No. You been wrong. I'm not so false.
If yesterday and the other day, I was so acidic its because I can't be able to hiding my feelings.

Open your eyes. Isn't egocentrism or victimism as you call it.

You, that at the end, would him back again only to let carry you around? To not stay at home the Saturdays evening?

Ah....and please, don't make me laugh! Bring me in other groups? Where? In a groups of stupid people where the most beautiful argument to discuss was "going in the disco"? Or "what can I wear, tomorrow?" or yet "in a groups of mathematicians who speak only of that matter?" Funniest. So much fun!
I would remember that until the last week, was only I the fucking people who exit whit you and your boyfriend to not leave you alone! Or that came to the volleyball matches also hated that game, only to get company! Not your "lovely friend" who helped you to write that useless journal! Unexpected and unjustified leaving? Where? I? Clear your concepts, and only after we should speak again.

And then...I'll be the childish?

Fuck you, please.

I am a stupid to believe yet in this friendship.

Ps. Sorry for bad English, but I'm so angry and I would remind you that I don't know so well this damned language!

stupid.

2008-05-25T18:46:01Z

I'm a fucking stupid.

shit~ why?

"People vanished in a blossom tears."

laugh Celebrity Look-alike! °-° xDD

2008-05-19T08:14:53Z

Ahah! Chiaki, you shouldn't post these things! lol
Because, after, I also make them and look what happened! xD

*died* YamaPI! PI! PI!!!! I look similar to Pi! What?! xD
Except that I'm shocked for the other people which I look too similar. But...PI! *died again*

Then...o.O where they see this similarity?! o.O

Cinema Test

2008-05-18T23:10:15Z

Yeah...tomorrow I don't know what I'll write in text exam for German Cinema.
Sure, if teacher will write the same questions posting on university's site, I don't answering at nothing.
Those questions are impossible to found. And during the vision of films aren't explain. And then, we're occupied to view and read the subtitles to know anything because you, fucking stupid, want the entire films in original language.

Stupid exams.

Sorry for the shitty English.

"Itsuka no kimi e"

2008-05-03T10:52:50Z

Crappy holy shit!
How sadness is it? *crying*
I've watch "Itsuka no kimi e" and yes, I'm crying! In those days I'm in a fulling immersion of Japan's dramas. They're so sweetest! I love them...
*not says that it was yaoi drama u.u*
Ehy! I'm proud to be stay at watching shonen-ai dramas. My opinion is that it's more rich of feelings than an usual stupid film with girl and his "lovely" boyfriend. Also because, here in Italy the homosexuality isn't accepted and find this kind of films are absolutely rare. Excepting if it was a gay porno u.u
*coffcoff* Howeveeeer! Noboru are so cute. It's the same actor of Boys Love, and yes, I'm yet fall in love with him when I saw his smile in the previous drama, but...here are more adorable! Especially when he's blond! Cuteesttt~
But...he's crazy. And psychopathic. u.u
The "Itsuka no kimi e" plot is awesome. I like it so much. Sail through the feelings of people without ignore nobody characters. The emotions are tangibles and there was a love sentiment that become more evident and clear during every scenes.
Ok, stop to tell about it. Now, the question are: "Why aeth writing in English?" (also knowing how her know this damned language?)...the answer are simply! All the dramas are subtitles in English and I'm still in that mentality! xD

Sorry, it's only my fault.

2008-04-18T23:44:25Z

Probably, the thing that I hate mostly in this period is see my time going away so quickly, without anything that I can make.
It's already April...the next month I've an exam to give and, sure, I'm not prepared.
After there will be others and...Yes. I'm scared. I'm fucking scared.
But, isn't this what I would say.
I hate peoples that can't give me the time to know my personality. I'll not be the only person with problems on the face of the earth, but, please! Not arrived to hasty conclusion!
In this period I don't want make anything. I'm angry, bothered, tired and an infinite series of adjective and for me, to speak has become difficulties. For this reason I escape from programs like Msn or others. I'm never connected; often and gladly, here, there were my brother or my mother and the only thing that I can make is look at my pc and say at it "goodbye" from far away!
Isn't for something against you...If I'm able to make it, I would speak with all the person that I loved (with my twin sister, my not real mum - or malefic sister! xD -, with all the girls of Ruder....) for entire hours.
It's my fault, I know.
Hope that you can forgive me.

After this monologue...as ever, sorry for my terrible English. Tonight it's more badly than usual! I know.

Guten nacht! ♥

I'm sick.

2008-03-08T23:24:24Z

Ok….or you took my head and emptying it from these kind of thoughts or I’ll going to be crazy.
They destroying me so slowly.

I’m sick.
In every sense that you would interpret it.
I need to scream all that I’ve inside me, stopping to think or to pity myself in order to understand if that is what I am or it’s only the moment’s product.
I wish I could pour all my thoughts into a box and give it at someone that can help me to undo the tangle or definitely close it, seal it and throw it into the sea.
Can vanish it. U.u

I'm scared. These things can’t be simply said.
It’s would involve too many risks.
Before, I would be sure.
I must understand.
I must understand if am I that girl.

Strange, right? How I starting again to write what I feel only in an useless journal with English language and not on my Italian blog.
Probably because, from a part, I know that only a few people have the links of those account and because…I don’t know.
If I knew very well German or Japanese, I’d write with those languages.

I’m hiding myself again.

Moreover, my English is too bad. Reading again the other updates, I’m being aware that there were several errors and certainly, also in this post there are. Hope that you can forgive me (or correct me!).

I want again those three days passed in Germany.

And I want those damned packs.
Because aren’t arrived yet and I’m very nervous.
Already, if they have lost them, I swear that I get angry.
Shit stupid post office.

Fucking stupid feelings.

2008-03-05T11:33:46Z

Please...help me to stop my strange things.
I'm feared by this, there was anything that don't turn on the right way.

Sure, I'm definitely strange....shit! Don't know how I can make!

Isn't normal for me, feeling these sentiments. Searching a particular person through the others, and suffering when I don't see.
Searching that person because more similar to an other.
Feel this kind of attraction is a something of disowned for me! Something of mistaken!
Oh....I know that is impossible for you understand me. This post haven't sense. I haven't sense.

And....I want Guren. Hasn't arrived yet.
Are passed three weeks from the order was send to me....and isn't here! Fucking Italians' post.
Even the picks aren't arrived. I want them.

I want them between my hands.

Yeah....I would go to study...

Test.

2007-11-11T17:45:14Z

A stupid test.

Name: Amalia or aethereally! (<- I love this nick)
Age: soon 19
Height: emhemh…*coughs*
Weight: about 1,68 m
Haircolor: more time ago, I was blonde. Now…a mix of brown, red and blonde! xD
Shoesize: 41
Piercings: 4 (3 on right ear, 1 on left)
Tattoos: Nope at moment.
Are you in love with someone: Aoi it’s valid as answer? *laugh*
Do you wish you lived somewhere else: In Japan or in Germany. Or…however, whichever place except Italy-
Do others think you’re attractive: none…
Do you drink: Sometimes.
Do you take drugs: None.
Do you smoke: Nope.
Do you take snuff: Nope.
What shampoo do you use: At moment, cream&strawberry fragrance.
Which perfume do you use: Various, but I love “Poison” of Dior.
What are you scared of: Failing as a university student. Failing to learn Japanese.

FAVORITE...
Food: Japan cousine
Drink: the.
Song right now: cassis ~ the GazettE
Thing to do: studying, writing, reading, listening music…more things!
Sport: skating on ice and motorbikes.
Clothes: black jeans and my lovely shirt of GazettE’s concert <3.
Movie: Moon Child, Chocolate, Tim Burton’s movie.
Car: I prefer motorbikes
Room in your house: nobody in particular.
Kind of music: Jrock, OSTs, piano ballads.
Month: December.

Have you ever...
Cried over a girl: probably…

Cried over a boy: yeah!
Lied to someone: yep
Been in a fight: yes…
Been called by the police: none!

Amount...
How many times have you been in love: I’m never been in truly love, but…more times I’m infatuated by other people.
How many times have your heart broken: Oh, more time!
Heart been broken because of you: Probabily…one…max two people!
Girls you’ve kissed: on the lips, three or four. But it’s for funning.
Scars on your body: too many!
Will be fun: learning Japanese.
Won’t be fun: umh…probably the university’s exam!
Save for: J-rock’concert, Japan and Deutschland.
Wait for: turned in Germany.
Longing: new single of Gaze.
What you eat on a sandwich: nothing

Latest...
Book you read: I’m reading “Tonio Krögher” by Thomas Mann.
person you got mail from: Aurys.
person you got sms from: Frà.
thing you bought: mh, the latest, I think was the shirt of GazettE.
food you ate: ice-cream.
time you got up: 11.35
Do you like to fight: not in particular.
What will you do tonight: probably, nothing. -.-
Are you serious: yeah!
What are you allergic towards: my brother-_-
Where do you have pain: ankles
Do you use hairspray: None.

Can you stand on your hands: more time ago…I can…now, I think no! xD
Favorite series: D. House, Greys’ Anatomy, Buffy.
Salt or Sugar: Salt
Are you happy: not ever.
What do you dance to: I don't!
Can you sing: Emh…I can’t.
More worth than gold: my iPod and…the original Cd of the GazettE!
Country you want to visit: Japan, German, France, Northern Ireland, Switzerland, Oland.
Clothes you sleep in: my big and large pyjama
Do you want to get married: nein.
You want to get kids: probably, but I’m not sure!
Do you drive a car: yes!
Do you like to have people around you: Only if those are the people that I would around me!
Have you been in love with someone you’re not allowed to be in love with: obviously! Ç___ç
Are you single now: yes!
Who have you taken this meme from: don’t remember where I take this! Probably on a LJ’s community!

Nothing to say.

2007-09-13T09:59:26Z

Really, I don't know why I've update this journal.
Nobody know this place, and...it's ok.

I want the 21 of October, and I want those concert...I have need of it. dream gaze...<3

However, I've discussed again with my parents, like everyday. By now, it's a custom...and ever for the same reason. Yeah. They say that I lose my time in useless things, but they don't know what is useful for me.

I think that...it's strange for me, not to be at school, between the desks, teachers and homework. Really, I don't habit at it.
Many people have restarted today...poor! make "pat pat" on their heads

At October, probably, will begin the university. I'll must to decide, also, the course that I will attend. It's difficult!
As soon as I resume myself from this ugly influence, I'll go to make the registration.
Always at October, will start the Comix (a design course), really I'm very happy for this.
I want October!

And...I think it's all, for today. A little kiss to everyone! pciù~~ <3

Welcome to me.

2007-09-05T18:31:00Z

Mh... This is the first post that I write on LJ.
Welcome to me! Yeah!

Sorry, but I'm very depressed at the moment. My head makes me badly...and some sad thoughts don't want abandon me. It's...difficult.
I would wish only stopped the time, or go out from this home, from here. It's the same. But it isn't allowed to me.
Therefore, pull ahead!

And, I now that my English is very horrible. Excuse me, I admit that I don't knew this language...

The next time, I will try to make a new graphic for this place +tries to conquer the world XD+.

Bye. + make "bye-bye" with small-hand +